Happy Birthday to the Bootch!

Yes I had a birth a long long time ago. The day started with Roscoe's Chicken and waffles and then Disney California Adventure. Currently resting and about to take a Disco Nap before King King. So yeah I'm sad today. Not because of my age, but the same bullshit that's been occurring for the past, wow, 6 years now is still a stab in the chest. It is just as painful as the first time it happened. I look away blankly because I if I look internally it's just ugly. I just don't know how I can forgive this time around. The current dilemma weighs heavy on my mind and heart.